| nikki and rich |
[May. 31st, 2010|12:30 am] |
You like the way that i trip and fall,
you like to laugh when i dent my car.
I'm always in a rush,
cause i pretend i care too much.
You like when i burn my food,
you like when i snap at you.
every morning i hit the snooze,
everyday i seem to lose my shoes.
I always cheer for the wrong team,
always bring you the wrong drink.
like to leave my hair in the sink,
always talk when you're tryna think.
that's how i know that you love me,
that's how i know that you care,
that's how i know that you want me,
cause you take me as i am. |
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| to meet my solitude |
[Apr. 21st, 2010|12:26 am] |
http://www.rainymood.com/
loop de loops.
she was born in new orleans
as for me i am not so sure
i watch you steal like the night beneath the water.
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| we'll both forget the breeze. |
[Apr. 12th, 2010|11:20 pm] |
i don't know why it's so especially hard this time. i almost feel like i can't breathe. sitting in my room by myself for the first time in 10 days you'd think i would be used to it. it's just going back o the way it was before. but i can't.
Now my room looks empty without your mess, your toothbrush still sitting in my cup on my sink. your cologne sitting on my shelf. and my sheets smell like you.
It's such a horrible horrible feeling. my chest feels so tight and i feel so helpless and desperate. I just want to be with you and I just want to beg you to let me stay with you but i can't. I want you to hug me to sleep and I want to wake up to you smiling at me again. my hand feels so empty without yours. And my heart just hurts because, even though it's not like i'll never see you again, being apart for another 2 months and 7 days seems unbearable.
I love you. I miss you terribly. can't say enough how badly I miss you. How much it hurts being here alone, without you. But 3months. I will tell myself that religiously. 3 months.
And so tonight i'm gonna crawl into my bed alone, but i'm gonna be thinking of you. and i'm gonna close my eyes and remember what it was like to see you lying next to me, holding my hand till we fell asleep. |
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| It's always better together when we're together. |
[Feb. 23rd, 2010|10:25 pm] |
I think the best way to know if you found someone really right for you, is when everything just gets brighter and better when you're with them.
I know love isn't easy and it's not perfect but at the end of the day, it shouldn't make you more miserable right? you're supposed to be better off. I don't believe in the whole angsty and painful love rubbish; Dysfunctional relationships and whatnot. I don't think if you love someone you would end up making each other more miserable than you would've been alone.
I really had such an awesome week. even waking up was awesome cause it just meant spending more time with you. I love waking up to the sight of you, it's such an indescribable feeling. I think those were my favourite moments of the day. Just going to bed and waking up. You're the first and last thing I see everyday. I really hate the thought of being apart for another month. ):
Thanks for the best week ever.
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together
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| love of mine, someday you will find |
[Jan. 26th, 2010|10:31 pm] |
i cannot wait to see you. i'm gonna hug you so tight you won't be able to breathe. i'm gonna hold your hand and never let go.
17days.
just 17days. |
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